I'm sick.
I'm guessing I caught it from my brother. I didn't sleep last night because I was trying NOT to throw up in my sleeping bag. Uh, so I moved to the couch and sleep through the day. Strangely enough, summer makes me nocturnal. I'm more active at night than at day time >>.
I've noticed that Aiko commented on some of my posts, and I would like to apologize because I tend to use Xanga as a way to vent out frustrations. I typically act like a happy moron. Lately though, I've been acting more like an asshole, which I like, but it's a double-edged sword.
Yesterday...I think it was yesterday. My Tio Denis was throwing a party for the Nicaragua vs. Mexico game. Everyone in our family is Nicaragüenze, so naturally, we rooted for Mexico. Any Nicaragüenze with common sense knows that Nicaragua SUCKS at soccer. We're a BASEBALL country! Usually, I don't go to parties. When I bumped into my cousin Lucy, she shat bricks.
"WOW Karina! You NEVER come to the parties unless you're FORCED to!"
Which is true. My reason for coming was because I have no food at home, and my Tio Denis is a chef who made hella food. Win, win. However, HERE'S the part where being an asshole was a double-edge sword, I tried to ignore my cousin Fernando, but inevitably, I ran into him as I was leaving. I didn't wanna tell him I was going to Hawaii, so I didn't say anything.
Fernando: "...Where are you going for college?"
Me: *mumble* "I dunno..."
Fernando: "Have you considered City Colle-"
Me: "- NOOOOO!!!!"
I fail. Especially because he goes to City College. Lulz. I didn't mean to snap, but when I think of "City College", or when someone mentions it to me, I think about all the over-weight, stereotypical, uneducated, truant, pot-smoking, poor-excuses as a productive human-being at SOTA who goes to City College because they couldn't get into a REAL SCHOOL. When someone mentions it to me, I feel like I am put into a GROUP with the people I despise the most. I worked hard, I got a 3.14 as my final GPA, I was hardly EVER absent! To be placed into a group with those losers feel like you might as well have spat a loogie in my face..
It's insulting.
Bright side, hella good chicken. Down side, constipation.
There's no FOOD at my house. I resorted to eating Corn Pops. CORN POPS! They're like..tiny pieces of yellow-painted STYROFOAM that claims to be EDIBLE. Guh!
I'm planning on getting a job!
....I'm serious.
...Stop laughing! I mean it this time! D:
I'm thinking of doing an internship at the LYRIC center, it pays 10 bucks an hour. Unlike my LAST internship, they didn't pay me JACK. Bastards. I dunno how to act around teenagers since I have
ephebiphobia. Let's hope I don't have to interact with many people.
It's almost 4 a.m and I'm literally this close to collapsing on my keyboard.
Let's hope I get better tomorrow and that I'll be able to sleep without vomiting.
LOVE YOU GUYS! And thanks for the happy comments, once I get into HTIC, all I have to worry about it passing the JLPT or the EJU exams! Yay!
-Kunoichi
<3
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"Everyone in our family is Nicaragüenze, so naturally, we rooted for Mexico." i got SO confused at that, then i read the next sentence and laughed so loud. XD hahaha.
anyways, goodluck finding a job, hope you get a good one!
you dunno how to act around teenagers, aren't you one yourself? just curious. :P
Your view of City College is kind of like hipsterism - "I don't like X because terrible people like X."
""Everyone in our family is Nicaragüenze, so naturally, we rooted for Mexico."
xD Did not see that coming. But then again, I'm not from Nicaragua =P
And you don't have to be so against City College.. It's not a bad place. =( It's actually a place to go where you can save money and get a good GPA to transfer out.. Quite a few people from Lowell are going, and I think they are pretty smart... O_o So yeah. Try not to be toooo touchy about it. Because it might not be what you think it is, at least not all the time.