Definitely not.

If anyone has been keeping up with the records, the most commonly used drugs by teenagers are those that are legal, since they're "easily attainable". Now, usually, I have this attitude in which if a teenager uses drugs, gets busted and becomes a loser, I would think: 'Well, SOMEONE has to flip burgers. It's their fault for making a poor decision.'

However, I'm just tired of stoners all over the place. Sure, it should be accessed to those who need it, but t's only used for a pain-killer, why not just prescribe stronger pain-killers?

I will relate this to one of my life experiences. It was a few weeks before high school was over, and I guy I knew invited me to his birthday party. Knowing he was a stoner, and knowing how many people he invited, I declined. However, two GIRLS told me I should go, that I HAD to go. I was beyond pissed, because I know they wanted me there for one reason: They didn't want to be the only ones sober at what's basically a "pot party". I told them they DIDN'T have to go, and god knows I sure didn't want to. However, they convinced me because Joe was going. He was the most awesome guy I knew, and he's sober, so I thought, 'FINE!'.

Walked in, SO MANY PEOPLE. You guys should know that the only parties I like going to, are parties that have good, clean fun, with a close-knit group of people. I can't STAND big parties. Anyway, after a while there about 70% of the room's population retreated to the bathroom to do you-know-what. Poor Joe had to go to the bathroom, but everyone was fucking SMOKING. I stayed in the corner with the two girls, not doing anything besides being BORED out of my MIND. The whole night was just LAME. And when I finaly got the courage to play Rock Band with the other sober kids, the high people decided, "OH MY GAWD! LET'S LISTEN TO MUSIC OBNOXIOUSLY LOUD AND DANCE!"
We couldn't hear ourselves play. So we eventually gave up on playing and did nothing..again.

Then, we actually found a corner where the sobers (which is like...6 of us in a party of 30-40 people) played Super Smash Brothers: Brawl. I got home at three, getting a ride from the Girls' mom. Now, you may be wondering, 'What does this have to do with Medical Marijuanna?'

I'll tell you: The mother of the "birthday boy" has been prescribed medical marijuanna, and stuck it in her cooking to distribute to the "party-goers". She's probably half the reason the majority of the party was high. The reason she did it: She figured that doing drugs is part of "growing up".

What kind of stupid excuse is THAT!? The reason she thinks it's "alright" is because she's trying to be one of those 'hip' parents and decide, "Since I was always high in the 60's, I want my son to be too!"

Not only will teenagers have access to marijuanna, but if they have a parent who is prescribed it, they might take it from them or worse: Have the parent be the reason their kid is on drugs in the first place. The birthday boy's mother fed him POT-BROWNIES at the age of FIVE.

Do you REALLY want this to happen to the nation's children? No entrepreneurs , no leaders, just a butt-load of lazy people flipping burgers?

I don't think so, but then again, SOMEONE has to "have it their way".

- Kunoichi

   

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GAH!

I seriously hope this is official. My dad has urged me to go to Hawaii Tokai to study Japanese and then leave. Which is awesome, since that means I can actually go to Japan. Whee!

However, now that I feel secure with this decision, the doubters come in. My cousin Fernando probably thinks that I'm "stupid" for rejecting a university to go to what he calls a "city college". First of all, SVA is NOT a university, it's just an art school. That's ALL they teach....ART! And Hawaii Tokai is not a community college, in fact, I don't even know what it is. I think it's a trade school, but I'm not sure. Point is, I'm trying to learn a language, and it's a step into reaching my goal. Plus, I think I'll be able to handle Hawaiians better than up-tight New Yorkers.
I just hate it though. I don't know what I really want in life, and whenever I feel like I've made the right choice for myself, someone else is always telling me I'm making the wrong one, and that I'm going to become a loser in the end.

With so many people pointing at different directions, how the HELL am I supposed to know which way to choose!? GAH! Hell, even I know that my brother believes I'm lowering myself because when we got into this argument, he says he's going to make something of himself, unlike me because I'm just going to be one of those losers who go to city college.

Ouch.

I often get scolded at for being "unrealistic", and I have to admit, I do tend to think more on the 'improbable' than 'reality'. That is why I space out a lot.

I feel kind of..sad. I'm the oldest sibling, yet I can't do shit on my own, I don't know shit about me, I let people boss me around, and I wouldn't know what to do unless someone told me. It's guaranteed that my brother will be better than I am. He's already stronger than me, and admitting that to myself led me to a long period of depression. But admitting that your younger sibling will be better than you in every single way?

What's the point of living if you won't contribute anything USEFUL to society or yourself?

And yes folks, again, suicide is an option. I should probably mention that I suffer from bipolar disorder, and not a day goes by when I DON'T think about killing myself..

Even if I find a job in animation overseas, they'll only pay me 10,000 dollars a year. I actually considered moving after I'm done with school. To London or something. Europe treats their workers better >>

And again, I have mentioned, I am a dreamer. Because if I took time to admit to myself that everything I wanted to do was impossible, then what would be the point in living?

- Kunoichi

P.S: Thanks to all of you for posting such positive comments on my last post. No matter how corny the "follow your dreams" thing sounds, it's probably the only thing in life I'm willing to try.

Today I was reading a yaoi doujinshi and the uke (bottom) had this dick SHOVED down his throat and he was COVERED in sperm! It EXPLODED..like..ALL OVER his FACE! He was practically BATHING in the stuff and at one point, he passed out and the seme (top) was carrying him home. Suddenly, the uke started foaming at the mouth and these giant sperm balloons came out and flew to the sky.

..That was the first time I laughed reading yaoi for an ENTIRELY different reason.

...

-Kunoichi